It's not him... it's you poem

By: Andrea Fuguet

People try to tell me that he’s been on my mind

That it’s about time that I left you behind

That my cheeks blush when I see this man

All I see is that they don’t know. They don’t understand

People tell me that he makes me smile

That this one will surely be worth my while

That there’s no way you are coming back

But things are not always white or black

Until I can’t take it anymore

And tell them oh you are so wrong

Things are still they way they were before

This lie has been going for far too long

There’s something they must know

And I’ll say it really slow

This is what is actually true

It’s not him but always you

My heart is a shade of gray

I still haven’t been able to find my way

At night he’s not the one I dream about

You were the one that left me in doubt

He’s not the one that keeps me up

The one whose picture I scream I’m done

 The one who left me all messed up

He’s still here and you are gone

So they’ll know, they’ll understand

That for me there’s just one man

 The one I thought loved me too

It’s not him, it always been you